Hey it’s me again, Stranger. Remember me? That person who has a blog but never really bothers to write in it? Well, when she does she keeps it up for a few weeks then she’s gone for several months before you see her update her blog again.
This is getting weird.
I’ve said this before and I’ll say it again – I think I’ll keep saying this – I just never know what to blog about. The other day my friends from Third Culture Playground told me they miss my vlogs and I should keep doing it *awwwww* - but here’s my reply, “FML my MacBook is so slow I’d rather direct and produce than edit anything.”
It’s true that I look like an idiot more often than not, but this time I actually can’t stand it.
Like most of the video bloggers out there, I made a video where I did a little bit of acting and editing. I honestly thought, “god job RP, you actually made an effort.” So I was editing editing editing, kind of looked through the thing and decided that it was pretty bad, but kept editing anyway. Then I looked at the final cut and wanted to tell the video-me to shut up. I didn’t want to throw it out right away, but it only made me feel worse when I watched it again.
So I’ve decided: no more acting in my video blogs – and yes, that does mean no video this week; and no, I don’t have a spare video to upload. Who do you think I am, some muppet (I don’t know, I was going to say ‘douche’, but I really don’t think I’m too much of a douche in this case; I thought ‘loser’, but calling myself that as if I don’t care makes me feel like one, so I stuck with what my British friends call me – muppet. I know, I don’t know) who just makes ‘spare videos’? Of course that’s the exact kind of control freak I am, but I’m also lazy so I don’t have anything to upload, and I’ll say it again:
It’s my blog so I get to do whatever I want.
…but I’m sorry.
So what do you guys think? Did I smoothly dodge the fact that I act for a living but hated my own video because I acted in it? I think it was done pretty well.